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May 18, 2008

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Thursday night I went downtown Charlotte to watch the NASCAR Pit Crew Challenge.� I would have to say that was probably the best $ 15.00 I’ve ever spent.� It is a very exciting event.� The�challenge was held at a small arena so you really got an up close look at the pit crew members doing their thing!� Before going to the event my day was pretty uneventful.� Just taking care of�mundane tasks like finding new car insurance and how to register my car in North Carolina – exciting, right????� Friday it’s off to my first day at Lowe’s Motor Speedway.� It's hard to believe that I'm acutally excited to go to work.

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Better to do something imperfectly than do nothing perfectly.

Don't let your fantasies fade when they don't come true, Don't hate god when he doesn't come through.

You do have a future even when it's hard to see and the love of your life is a reality, don't treat her like a dream!

������������������ -By Jeff Papatola

blah blah i was just watching sex and the city, and now its over :[

im so in love with sex and the city, carey is my favorite.

Lots of bad and sads things have happened over the past month but I think things are looking up for me. I found out yesterday that I got the job at the vet clinic. It is a full time job and after my 90 day probation period I will be eligible for benefits. This is very important to my husband and I since we both have to see the doctor now on a monthly basis. My husband and I have been getting along very well lately and I am so happy for that. With my PMDD I know that when it is my time of month it my or may not be a bit of a challenge. Since I have been on the pill this month I have felt more leveled out and not like I'm on a roller coaster. i hope it stays this way so that I dont have to start taking the Celexa. It is suppose to help me out but I have finally stopped having anxiety attacks because Im taking the pill I dont want to add something else that may bring them on.� Sure some people dont understand how I could have anxiety attacks b/c of the pill but it is true. Not that I am saying its the pill that causes the attack but the fact of me having to take it and the fear of the side effects causes me to have the attacks. Well wish me luck for the rest of the day.